牺牲?

真是笨蛋..
早就应该放弃了..
何必等到能够伤害我的时候才放手..
忍受那么久了..
真是笨蛋..
何必为了一个陌生人，而牺牲自己.
想要一直下去也要有一定的条件..
一次劈腿原谅
第二次??
第三次??
甚至有更多..
什么都不知道..身为一个男生。
什么是责任，什么坦诚也不懂??
7-8个??甚至还有更多??
为什么要这样对待我?
为什么我就做不出这样的事..?
时时刻刻提醒自己，不要为了一个陌生人而影响自己..
提醒自己，决不原谅!!
原来这六个月都是自己讲自己开心，面书上自己分享自己满意..
早就应该狠狠地放手..
何必同情那样的人..
现在开始觉得，
当初和你在一起都是个谎言..
开始忘记所拥有的快乐的事情..
原来这一年来都是一个骗局.
告诉自己，就算他多好，都不能轻易相信任何人..

I HATE!!

终于更新了，我需要把旧帖抛弃的远远的..

2011六月四号那天我就不应该原谅他

某年某月某一天我就不应该相信他

每一天每一秒我就不应该同情他。

每时每刻我都应该保持警惕.

这一年我不应该称赞他是多棒..

从现在起，他的每一样每一个东西我都会还的清清白白

不再听任何解释..

不会再同情他..

给你机会解释，你也不要，我给的机会你从没珍惜。

要我珍惜你?

这句话不是你说。

从我的生活里消失。

永远永远不会原谅一个人!!!

I have no choice.

I have no choice to decide my future..
I need to live alone without boyfriend ,friend and family.
A place at Perak ,and thats my college life..
How about Karak?is near ..but i need to take 1 hour bus to school,wake early,
and break time sleep at library until no class..
i cant choose any college i like..
i cant choose what course i like..
All i need to do is..let them plan my future..
And look down on me..
im the kind of person who want a perfect life..
she says : either u study at Perak,or study Accounting..
why???Bussiness adMIN or financial..
But nvm ..
Perak not too far also..
but also need to spend 1year and4 month..
everyting is just NEvermind...
and i had no choice..

Nevermind...

Coming Soon !!

Have been long time no update my blog since i finish my final exam ..

Where im going? 

How's the days?

After exam i meet my friends.

Get my driver license..

Change my hair colour..

Rest at home..

Meet my dear one..

PhotoShooting.

head to Kuantan and KL with my hubby boy..

I feel boring at here..nothing to do..

watch drama { Material Queen }

And went to Jerantut ..

Now i got my job at Mentakab now..

LAZY...!!!